[letter to Danny]
dear danny
im back home now. i dont know
i dont know how to --
to talk about this
yes. ive been living under a fake identity
for the last five years. but its not because ive done
anything illegal or like that
i just made a big mistake when i was younger and i wanted
out. and i knew i wouldnt really be able
to hide if
if i didnt change my name
get a new social
but not become someone else
ive always been me
no matter what the name is or anything
so it wasnt like i was lying to you about things
i just
i just needed to feel safe
i was jessi for so long. with him.
i wasnt lying to you
besides
im an angel
its not like itd be easy to pull off
i have a lot of problems though
probably more problems than id like to admit
its been so long
so long since ive
since ive had to
actually face them
my fears (kaden can help with that)
hes always been there for me when it came to
things like that
its more of an issue of
stabilizing things again so i can
face the world and recognize
my mother's here
to take care of me
i missed her
havent seen her in so long
i still love you
please dont forget that
please dont forget
i just
i just
i shouldnt have been there
and
and
i dont know how to feel anymore
i need to let go
so childish
love you