[email to jsfuchizaki@gmail.com]
[ this email comes from lily.fuchizaki@gmail.com, rather than her old email. ]
I'm sorry I disappeared.
Things have been difficult here.
They took away Justin. ...you probably already know that. I understand why they took him away. I'm really not a fit mother. Especially not with the problems I'm having with Kaden.
I miss talking to you. I guess I understand why you haven't emailed me since. I'm sure you have more important things on your mind. In fact, I guess I'm probably interrupting right now. Your research. Something. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm emailing you.
I guess I don't know who else to talk to.
I - I spend a lot of time wondering why I'm not an Angel of Vengeance. I mean. I know it was something Kaden was afraid of. I don't know if you ever knew how bad things were. I mean - obviously they weren't that bad. He's doing a lot better. In regards to me, I mean. Things aren't like when we were kids.
I knew he would get better.
[ the email switches into Japanese ]
I have a lot of nightmares.
About being an Angel of Vengeance. Of losing Kaden. Of losing myself.
Of him leaving.
Of
I don't know how to fix this. He's broken. He's being so good but he's broken, Sumiko.
How can I fix him?
I can't even fix myself.
I'm sorry I disappeared.
Things have been difficult here.
They took away Justin. ...you probably already know that. I understand why they took him away. I'm really not a fit mother. Especially not with the problems I'm having with Kaden.
I miss talking to you. I guess I understand why you haven't emailed me since. I'm sure you have more important things on your mind. In fact, I guess I'm probably interrupting right now. Your research. Something. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm emailing you.
I guess I don't know who else to talk to.
I - I spend a lot of time wondering why I'm not an Angel of Vengeance. I mean. I know it was something Kaden was afraid of. I don't know if you ever knew how bad things were. I mean - obviously they weren't that bad. He's doing a lot better. In regards to me, I mean. Things aren't like when we were kids.
I knew he would get better.
[ the email switches into Japanese ]
I have a lot of nightmares.
About being an Angel of Vengeance. Of losing Kaden. Of losing myself.
Of him leaving.
Of
I don't know how to fix this. He's broken. He's being so good but he's broken, Sumiko.
How can I fix him?
I can't even fix myself.