but its july, you might say ( Read more... )

 my favorite photo of a friend of mine to date:

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this isnt happiness, maybe.... i think this feeling might be something like fulfillment ( Read more... )

 sometimes, things need to be left unsaid. i tend to be a bit too honest with myself and others at times. im supposed to play this game where i dont say so much because i need to wait for others to speak first. i guess i just didnt feel that it was necessary yesterday, because i was sure that what i said was worth saying ( Read more... )

bathroom is almost clean, though its a once-over since i dont have all day to do it... room is shaping up... clothes are laundered... and im waiting for someone to get back late from a long drive home ( Read more... )

losing too much time to having a good time. i should be making sure things are getting done. there are so many things to work on.

still, its fun. maybe a little too fun.

every day so far, i have thanked god for this. i didnt know he was working on it for three whole years. good thing im patient.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

a very good friend of mine said something mildly insulting and highly flattering the other day. apparently she was thinking about me without any pants on and she thought i was purposely directing her to think about that.... she said it was kind of embarrassing that she thought i was so awesome, and i believe it. darren brown is a pretty cool ( Read more... )

bayonetta kept me up. shes kinda fun, but the game is damn hard for me... i feel like theres a lot of possibility in the system, but the game doesnt really teach you how to unlock it - it just lets you fumble around with it until you figure it out.... and youre supposed to just "get it" after some playing around ( Read more... )

 so many things to do so little time. stuff started breaking. car, computer, joints, girl, etc. need to fix each thing in turn and hope that everything settles down properly. then i need to get hopping on that passport application in case i end up travelling in july or august. to china. with a bunch of strangers. yeow. nah, im not in a cult. theres ( Read more... )