katie, if it's any consolation, i love you quite a bit. as hard as i try, i can't help thinking i'm completely hideous, obnoxious and unloveable every time i see somebody i feel is undeserving to have a steady relationship actually have one. i've even begun to be irritated by some of my friends because they're in a steady relationship. it's not because i literally hate them or feel like i deserve a boyfriend more than they do, but because i just feel like it's high fucking time i was in their shoes, too. that's not being insecure, that's trying to feel good about yourself as prospective significant other only to find your efforts diminished by the sight of an unfair situation. maybe my problems don't directly correlate with yours, but i think that they do in one way or another.
all im saying is it must be nice to have somebody ease your constant self-criticism with compliments, flirtations and, most importantly, SECKS. oooooOOOOOOOoooo0o0o0o0o0ohhhhhHhHhHhHhHHHH!
you aren't completely hideous or obnoxious. just because you don't have a boyfriend does not mean you are unloveable. honestly, you're one of the most loveable people i know. i think you're one of those people whose company is genuinely enjoyed, your friendships aren't based off of association, which is really nice. when you're not at lunch i really do get upset. i do understand what you mean about the second part, aside from the fact that it sort of feels like a huge rub in the face, no? i think our problems (mostly) have some common ground, and even if they don't i'll listen to you and try to understand. and i know you'd do the same, because you have before.
don't fret any longer (or just try) because you're such a good human being.
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that's not being insecure, that's trying to feel good about yourself as prospective significant other only to find your efforts diminished by the sight of an unfair situation.
maybe my problems don't directly correlate with yours, but i think that they do in one way or another.
all im saying is it must be nice to have somebody ease your constant self-criticism with compliments, flirtations and, most importantly, SECKS.
oooooOOOOOOOoooo0o0o0o0o0ohhhhhHhHhHhHhHHHH!
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i do understand what you mean about the second part, aside from the fact that it sort of feels like a huge rub in the face, no? i think our problems (mostly) have some common ground, and even if they don't i'll listen to you and try to understand. and i know you'd do the same, because you have before.
don't fret any longer (or just try) because you're such a good human being.
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