there are many people that hold me at arms distance right now in my life. what is the overarching cosmic message behind this? i guess i'm not meant to know right now. but i hope i will eventually.

dena: i love you. you can get through anything. ANYTHING! (plus, "if after every tempest come such calms, may the winds blow til theyve waken'd death!" or some other kind of shakespearean jazz like dat! <3 ( Read more... )

is misunderstood.

banana nut cheerios?! heaven IS on earth!!!!!!!!!

i couldnt hang out with kenneth today because he was shooting a video with shakira. good heavens!

with my class!!!

lets talk handstands.


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should i be totally embarrassed that my white lacy panties were on the floor of the back seat in my car and two teachers who i'm just starting to get to know sat back there and saw them? dammit!

kenneth dreamt last night that he and his family and a ton of people he knew and i had this big huge project or thing to accomplish and we did and we were all exhausted and proud of ourselves for accomplishing it. i like that. (he usually NEVER remembers his dreams ( Read more... )

something about kenneth taking me to some house for us both to stay at, kinda like a mini vacaysh, but me, him and some other dude all drove there together (kenneth drove and the dude was a friend of his). the next thing is that i'm waking up at the house, kenneth is not next to me and i'm confused and wondering where he went. so i'm alone in this ( Read more... )