Emo-core

[idreamofjenny]

I feel so anxiety ridden I don’t know if it’s the fact that my mother is staying with me now or if it’s Jerry. I just feel so depressed like nothing in life will ever be good again. It just makes me want to curl up in a fetal position and give up. I swear I feel like there is a vice around my chest and it keeps getting tighter and tighter making it

Comments

[otokonoshufu]

Man... that's a lot for any one person to have to deal with. I think you need to start by taking care of yourself. Don't do things because you feel it will make Jerry or anyone else happy, but something to make you happy or feel good or what not... within the bounds of the law of course. I'm sorry I haven't been more available to hang out. I've been forcing myself to draw like crazy because the Con is officially a month away.

Don't get too down on yourself about the weight thing. You're not the only one dealing with it right now, but on the flip-side, it sounds like you could really use some support on it. If having your family stay with you has freed up a little more money, I'm telling you. Basic freeweight dumbell set. Anyhow, my lunch is about to be up, but I'll talk to you soon! *HUGS* hang in there, kiddo!

[idreamofjenny]

Thanks Gio mu little emotional break down/rant has certainly freed up alot of things that have been bothering me as of late. I do have two little 3 lbs dumbbells that I started working with last night. I think it might work out all right.