I desperately want to see the baby seagull again. I need to know something survived.

I was off work today and spent almost the whole time in bed. When I wasn't in bed I deleted my bebo and almost deleted my myspace.

I don't want to be part of the pretentious brat pack that live their lives for them. I’ve got enough shite going on to have myself ( Read more... )

Cry for me ( Read more... )

I've decided that what would make me really really happy just now would be to own this flat. Even happier than if Michael asked me back out, because if that happened I'd know it wouldnt really be what he wants and I'd always have that crazy paranoia that he would turn round one day and leave me again. BUT if I owned this flat I could be here for ( Read more... )

Anyone want to rent a room in my beautiful wee flat in Cathcart?

Don't know why I feel like this today. Just feeling pretty crap and down and not motivated about ANYTHING. I'm not going to allow it to take over though. I AM going to have a good day. Park, sun, cathouse and friends. I'll just forget about whatever is bothering me. I'm getting good at that. Feel the need to get dressed up for tonight. I'll try not ( Read more... )

Went to the hospital tonight because of the cut. After taking that photo the next time I took the plaster off it was a lot worse. Fucking covered in yellow pus and really really sore. So I called NHS 24 and the very helpful friendly nurse said I should get it seen to tonight and not wait more than 12hrs before going to see my doctor. So I went to ( Read more... )

I'm rather petrified. I'm watching a programe called End Day which is all about what could eventually end the world. I am very interested in things about this, who isn't...but it does petrify me! The last one was a massive volcanic eruption, which could certainly happen, hell, they all could certainly happen. I've always thought the world would end ( Read more... )

I feel good about myself :) I'm now giving money to WSPA every month :)

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Sent off for a catalogue about gap year traveling, also looked up going to Africa for 2 or 3 months to help a small village community and help the wildlife. Its something to think about... I may as well try and get something posative out of all this...if I don't I may just die ( Read more... )