I won't go into it right now...but I know exactly how you're feeling right now. It's rough. I hope you are able to move on with this new information. I think it's very noble and respectful for your mom to share that with you. I hope you didn't freak out on her right away and were at least able to thank her for coming forth with that. I'm tearing up...as I imagine you did. I'm here for ya sweetie.
Yes it was very rough hearing that. But she did it for health reasons and she talked it over with all her family and everything. I guess it's for the best. The weird thing about it is that when i asked her why she didnt tell me earlier she said she didnt want to upset me. And then i asked her if she would have come up in the future and told me about this and she said "i imagine it would slip out one day" which means that there is a possibility that nothing could have slipped out and i would have died without knowing. I just wish i new earlier. yet again i really dont know what to do in situations like this. I am so clueless.
it would have explained a lot of things though. Like her being extremly over protective of me and that feeling of missing a part of me. I always thought i have a twin and that one day he will show up and just ring the door bell and come to my life. then i would be really pissed at my parents. In a way im glad its not happening but them im not.
Wow, I'm sorry. Thats a lot to hear. I was supposed to have an older sister and a younger brother, but they were premature. So in a way I know what you mean.
Oh god i'm sorry to hear that too!!! But see at least your mom told you about that. Mine would probably have never done that if she didnt slip up. Thats why i'm sort of angry. She should have told me earlier. I knew something was wrong cuz i always had that feeling that i am missing someone. Now i know.
Yea, that was wrong that she never told you. Just don't be to angry at her cause it was probably something she hoped she would never have to talk about again. Good luck.
I was mostly angry becuase if it hadnt sliped out of her she would have never told me. I mean i should know these things im not some stranger off the street.
You may not know me but I'd still like to help you. Theres only one thing you can do right now and that is to cry over this great lost love. Ive gone through it due to my triplet brother died of only 5 months of age...it may not be an abortion but its still a sad lose..Even yet its been 13 years and I'm still not over it. People may never get over the things and people they lose. Its all right to cry even after the years, you may not of known her but the fact is she could still be here today. One more thing, It may be a great thing she had an abortion due to your sister could have a learning disapilty or something even worse and think of it, Shes in a greater place then we are now.
I made this entry almost a year ago. I guess i am over it but still sometimes i think about it. I guess everything happened for a reason and i shouldnt really question fate.
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