well this weekend started out like any other...no phone call from evan and crying.then my mom and i got really cool and sat in my room and listened to music while we decided what to do.she thought of a really cool thing and we went.(i had no idea what it was.the last time she said that we ended up at a chicken show).it turned ou to be that really ( Read more... )

i changed my icon again...i cant make up my mind(as usual).my mom yelled at me this mornig cuz i took poptarts and goldfish for lunch.she's like "that's why ur never in a good mood! all u eat is garbage!!!" i'm like yea thats it......EXACTLY!!...i've only told her what bothers me and she thinks its food.i dont think enough people listen to me. i ( Read more... )

hahah i love this...i am soo dory..and jenn is nala and my "best friend"

i went to the c.c. instead of english.it was boring.i took one of those on line tests for the dmv...i got like 100 on the signs and the drugs quizes...oh man im so ready to drive!...j/k not at alllllll.yea dugan called my house and was like oh i missed u today(i was trying to do my hw so i really have no clue what she said)then whatever.cory called ( Read more... )

well my weekend was about as good as..ben's.aka it sucked ass.sat i got my nails done and jenn and jess came over and we chilled in the tent...we also got cough drops and comdoms from hannaford where i saw josh and humped an old guy.ev blew me off for fuckin batman freakin returns.then we got scared when a homeless murderer walked past our tent and ( Read more... )

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worst night of my life.jenn helped me through it.im sorry.i dont want to be like this anymore...i'm apologizing in school today.

well i HAVE been happy for the past 2 days for the most part. see this is why i cut myself because when im in a bad mood it makes me feel better.easy as that.also cuz i got to see elliot for the first time since my party.erica was like ur eyes lit up when u saw him.oh god.do i really like elliot that much?the only thing really bothering me is the ( Read more... )

im in the computer lab with the fralers and the loves of my life. and i feel halfway normal and kinda happy for once and i love mustafa....im happy today,,hopefully it wont be rainy and we have crew and elliot comes *wink*

jenn i love u a lot.u saved me last night. didnt prevent me from doing something,but made me stop crying for a while ( Read more... )