wow this weekend was alright.apart from that call from a allen on friday that i almost killed myself over!i went shopping with maura on sat.we got matching sweatpants,pj bottoms, and shoes!...love the shoes..u will too. then i got a really cute top..u'll love that one too.and a disney's greatest cd with mad disney songs on it...and i love it...big ( Read more... )

i cut myself last night....im so pathetic. i couldnt even go a month without destroying my body.

this time is was because of my dad. i fuckin hate him.
he can suck a nut with double herps

i ment to say herps....because i love theresa and maura

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that ( Read more... )

im sick of albany high...i hate 98% of the people who go there.i really just want to leave and get my love shack somewhere and leave all this shit. all this stressing over stupid shit is well...stupid.ugh im soo sick of it!!!!!

where were you when we were getting high?

well me and ev worked things out and now i have a giant hicky that looks sooo nasty...thanks ev. it was ok tho.we talked everything out cuz he needs help.i think i got to him tho.then we just kinda chilled and what not ( Read more... )

oh god....rum cant even begin to cover it. i cant stand ev anymore.i really cant ......ugh..someone give me advice..i need it again

When I'm in a crowd ( Read more... )

What is happening to the world around me? Things are falling apart and there's nothing I can do about it.The perfect world I thought I knew is no longer in existance.All I have left to do is cry and hope for the best.


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i've decided that i really want help.when i got my report card on tues and was yelled at for going down and basically called stupid by my mother and me not being able to blink for about an hour and digging my nails into my arm to stop me from crying...didn't work too well. then going into my room which was eventually overcome with motherness. she ( Read more... )