in the past 4 days, ive almost gotten in 3 car accidents. weird. i dont know. well its another day and everythings the same. eating sunflower seeds, no ones online to talk to, but thats ok. our new song that me and josh wrote is crazy. we have a breakdown where the time signature is 13/8 (if you understand that, good job). its tricky ( Read more... )

ever sit and be working on something and you just space out and think of someone? for like 5 minutes or more, just sit and think about that one person and all thats great/bad about them? i havent in a while and i did today.

i want to move out as soon as possible. i fucking hate living at home. anyone wants to adopt me, id love that.

i picked up my camera today and thought "i havent taken pictures in a long time". but then i thought "why should i? WHAT IS THE REASON TO???" so i set it back down and continued devouring sunflower seeds ( Read more... )

well today at school was kinda boring as is this post.

im downloading Undertow right now. very good cd. you must get it. im also trying to find the new Soulfly, but no one has it available. bastards. if you havent heard the breakdown in the Kataklysm song "Chronicles of the Damned, you must. its very good. New Martyr AD is also very good, if i havent mentioned that already. im sweating like a fucking ( Read more... )

im fucking tired. went to sleep at 4:30 heh. well, last night i went to davids and he rolled a fat blunt w/ probably a gram of dank. ooh it was good. you know sometimes you cough and you kinda/almost puke in your mouth? yeah well we were driving and david coughs and starts to puke so he hangs out the passenger window and pukes everywhere. he got ( Read more... )

i think i might start to read The Da Vinci Code, but i dont know. i dont usually read, but ive been hearing alot of good shit about it. im downloading the new Martyr AD right now. pretty good. sometimes i hate when i have something to say but i just holdit in and i wish i woud just say what i need to say, but im afraid of the outcome. yeah bad ( Read more... )

Just a word all it takes to set it off ( Read more... )

so my dad apologized to me today, but i dont know if i should forgive him. if you dont know what im talking about, i didnt tell you, therefore you dont need to know. i had a bloody nose a little while ago, which didnt help later because i sneezed and blood got all over me. great. lovely. i just remembered that kats brother was supposed to give me 2 ( Read more... )

i can hear a baseball game going on at Rhodes Junior High from my house. lame. kinda brings back memories, but still lame. i got shocked twice today by touching light switches. im not having that good of a day and there's something in my eye. on the bright side, me and josh came up with an acoustic song during 4th hour today. i feel bad for not ( Read more... )