listening to some kimya dawson and rancid and mates of state, life is nice with that. im really bored. i like when people tell me they will visit but dont come. i cant wait till after new years so i can have my life back. i dont think anyone knows how weird i have been feeling.
STORY OF MY LIFE
Hi my name is: Rebecca.
When I'm nervous: i tend to either turn pink or i start talking alot or to little. play with my fingers and move my feet around.
By this time next year: i will be off from college, re-seeing all my friends i havnt in so long, seeing family. having a blast. living life the way it should be. hopefully happy.
Last night: i was supposed to stay in because of the feet. but of course when a friend is upset im there. i went to find her with Debra, then we got starbucks and went to visit katie sarah marc and dave at taco hut for like 10 mins. then i went home. had a serious convo with jessica and katie.
PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby? aha, yea i was.
Were you the first? yeaa.
PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem? uhm, ive gotten better over the years. but yea, i have a pretty low self esteem. but i have gotten better. lol
Do you get depressed about things easily? haha, depend on what things.
Are you happy right now? ive been better.. ive been worse. i wouldnt say im upset. so yes, more of content. :o)
PART 3: APPEARANCE
Are you comfortable with the way you look? uh, yea. certain times. but i dont have to impress anyone so i dont really care.
Describe your hair: it is now short and cute and nice.
PART 4: RANDOM
Ever been kicked out of a bar? no
Ever been arrested? no
PART 5: THE OUTDOORS
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? winter... usually inside. summer and spring outside.
Do you like walking in the rain? aha, depends. mostly yes.
Do you like thunderstorms? yaaaa man.
PART 6: FOOD
Are you a vegetarian? no, i was for a good amount of time. i got really sick. i was young and stupid. i weighed like 90 pounds for those few years.
Anything you absolutely could eat forever? chips and dip.
What is your favorite dessert? tons
PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
Do you want to get married? not very sure. divorce rate is so high and i want to make sure im not going to fully give myself to one person and they will do the same. i dont want to be lied or cheated on. if i meet the right guy... then maybe.
Have you ever been in love? once. even though i fucked up alot of shit with that, i learned so much from it.. i dont regret a thing. im happy we can atleast say hello. hes an amazing person. and im lucky enough to have found him.
Are you in a relationship? no, im not.
Do you still have feelings for your ex? i wouldnt call them feelings. just finding someone i though was different. its hard to find the right person to be with.
Who is the last person you kissed: :o). aha, this cool dude.
Who's your crush? uhm, im kinda confused. theres this kid, but uhm. idk. i dont really crush easily. takes time and trust and all that shit.
Do you like long term or short term relationships? im def. not a short term relationship person. but i dont really need to be with someone to be happy. it takes someone special for me to go out with them.
PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
Where is your cell phone? next to me.
Your boyfriend/girlfriend? single babeh
Your hair? ponytail.
Cheesecake? yum
Your dream last night? haha. not sharing that one.
Your favorite drink? green tea?
Car you want? aha! white buggy. but im happy with my jeep
Your fears? spiders mega, being alone, heartbreak... abandonment thats the big one.
One of your wish list items? i dont no.
Where did you grow up? bpage
What are you wearing? normas sweatshirt and legginzzz.
Tattoos? cant wait.
Ketchup? luh it on fries.
Your computer? cant complain
Your life? better than others
Your mood? content.
Missing? nada
What are you thinking about right now? life and other crazy shit
Your car/truck is? a jeep
Your work? to lazy. nah! to buzy
Your summer? was the best ive ever had.
Your favorite color(s)? green
When is the last time you laughed? hm. not sure? def today sometime
Last time you cried? last night, fuckin convos JESSS MAC. AHA, silly girl.
High school? is almost over/
Last text? andy.
Last received call? aunt deb 8)