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FIC: I've Loved You So Long- 1/?

Oct 30, 2009 21:15

Title: I've Loved You So Long
Pairings: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/OMC's, Jared/Misha
Rating: R/ NC-17?
Word count: 7, 224
Summary: Jared Padalecki- Ackles is aware that his husband, rich and famous businessman Jensen Ackles doesn't love him. Jensen believes their marriage is to strictly keep other gold-diggers off Jensen's back and too support Jared in ( Read more... )

nc-17, fic: j2 au, fic, padackles

Comments 49

wusswoo October 30 2009, 11:13:33 UTC

Aaargh this just breaks my heart damn you!!! Poor Jared. Need more right now!!! x

if_only91 October 30 2009, 11:28:24 UTC

*hangs head in shame* Sorry, but it looks like it will get worse before it gets better =[

wusswoo February 28 2010, 14:06:22 UTC

Just reread this and it still breaks my heart, please tell me you haven't abandoned it, because I love it too much...keeping my fingers crossed xx

if_only91 February 28 2010, 23:41:53 UTC

I love to see that you are still putting up with this fic :)

No, I have not abandoned it, holidays just threw me and put it so far to the back of my brain I completely forgot about it. And now my procrastination skills have caught up with me. But I am halfway through the next chapter so hoping it won't be to far away :)

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meredith1985 October 30 2009, 12:23:47 UTC

OMG finally the first chapter! And I loved it!!!
Poor Jared, how can Jensen be that oblivious?
And why the hell does he go and have sex with Jared if their agreement was friends-pretending-to-be-married? Does he honestly believe that Jared would stay with him (even after the 3 years) just for the sake of feeling protected? *punches Jensen* Stupid, stupid boy!
I want Jared to leave Jensen or at least take a break from their marriage, so that Jensen realizes how much he means to him...
Please keep breaking my heart with this story and update soon!

if_only91 October 30 2009, 23:34:52 UTC

Thanks heaps =]

Essentially, Jensen thought he found the perfect combination with Jared, a friend who would pretend to be married to him, and Jensen thought if they were friends with benefits ,that would be just a bonus, and of course Jared agreed because he's so blindly in love with Jensen. =[

babyreaper October 30 2009, 17:24:45 UTC

Aww,Poor Jared perhaps if he left Jensen and went to stay with one of his friends it would show Jensen just how much he did love him, Show him the error of his ways. Because they can't keep going on like this. Hope to see another update soon, Can't wait. Thanks.

if_only91 October 30 2009, 23:40:49 UTC

Thanks for reading =]

vamptastica October 30 2009, 18:11:32 UTC

this is killing me. Poor Jared. *hugs him tight* It's so hard to see Jensen being so clueless and being loving to Jared and not getting that, HEY IDIOT you're tearing him to shreds.

I actually got teary reading this, dammit.

wonderful so far sweetie i can't wait for more even if i do cry over it.

*sniffles* i have faith you'll make it better eventually.

if_only91 October 30 2009, 23:45:03 UTC

I'm sorry =[ *hands tissue*

Hmm, eventually? You willing to wait a while for that? Lol, thanks for reading =]

inanna_maat October 30 2009, 18:37:56 UTC

wow!!! wonderful fic you wrote here... I wanna know more about these two "friends"... Jensen will open his eyes??? Jared will leave Jensen??? aaaaaaaaahhh...

if_only91 October 30 2009, 23:46:24 UTC

*zips lip* Can't really say, sorry =]

Thank you.