i was the one worth leaving

i was once the wine

i dreamt of you again
i woke up cold and gasping
i bit my tounge, clenched my fists
and shut my eyes hard
till the urge in me to call you
in the middle of the dark and quiet night,
to hear you,
and know everything was alright; passed

because i know now
i get it
youve made me see
things wont ever be alright

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ive gotta work at big five AND the office tomorrow
thats gonna be a 14 hour day
yippe
oh and guess what?
i cant sleep

i have a job at big 5
and now a job at workcare making more than i thought i would
and JUST NOW
the bookstore called and offered me a job

Id sweep the land
and salt the earth
Id tear the wings off all the dreams
set your soul atremble
and lay the earth to waste

I enjoy holding hands
long walks on the beach
and laying your soul to waste

Ah TJ the wasteland between
Mexico and the US
mothers to me
you the desert
land of regret
broken dreams
and the Lost

is no one awake?!
the dail tone in the dark
the rapid breathing
hello?
(no answer)
[...hello?]
hangs up the phone
dial tone again
my old friend

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