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this entry is about my warp tour day.
so its going to be a very long, and hopefully interesting to read. hehehe
just letting you know ahead of time.

first, my stepdad went to go pick tina up at the norwood library. then my stepdad drove us to the stop sign at durfee school. and we waited for awhile. henry later walked buy and walked us to his house. his mom wanted to talk to me. i guess it was because she wanted to make sure henry would do fine. ehh...later, henrys uncle came, and then we drove to cal start fullerton. he drove like we were on a racetrack or something. hahhaha we got there alright. it was awesome to know that we are actually going to warp tour; our first concert. hahaaahha

so then we get in line. we were pretty early in line. but then we had to get out of line to wait for channing, michael, and andy. andy's cousin drove them. dude, shes such a total dick. we called them so many time becuase they got lost. and i tell them to go to a conveinent store to ask directions. she refused so many times. me, tina, and henry were soo pissed. then they finally went to jack in the box to ask for directions. stupid dickhead. anyways, hehee, channing, michael and andy were finally here and were in line. we got farther back in line which kicked me and tina in the ass becuase...well..you'll read about it later. heheh

so we were waiting in line for like an hour. it was soo hot and people were selling bottles of water for 3 bucks!! that was crazy. of course, we didnt buy it. later on as the line went ahead, there were other people selling water for a buck. now that was worth it. haahha the line killed us because we heard bands playing already. me and tina was getting angry. she thought underoath had played already, and i thought rise against had played already. so we stood in line kinda pissed. ehh...but in line, some people were selling cds, and giving out cds. this one guy came up to us and told us to listen to this one band. i forgot the name, but it was alright. that guy had a letter kills sticker on his shirt, and i asked him if he had anymore. he checked, and he didnt. so he told me to take it from it. it was cool. haha. tina then wanted it, so i gave it to her. it was chill.

then we were finally to the first gate. they let some of us through, and then there was another line. ehh...the second line wasnt that bad. but when it came to the checking bags and stuff, it sucked ass. we emptied our pockets and they touched us to check our bodies if there was anything we were hiding. tina said that she was going to feel violated. hahahaha then it was my turn. i took things out of my pocket, and the lady said i couldnt bring my digital camera in. i got pissed because on this one site, it said that we can bring it, so i did. she said i couldnt bring it in. i got sooo pissed. tina, henry, channing, andy and michael were waiting for me. so i just stood there...pissed. and then she said to go hide it. so i did. fuck. and then i went back, and some other lady checked me and i finally got in!!! yay.

but when i went in, tina, channing, michael, andy and henry were gone! i got angry because they left me, so i kept calling michaels cell, but for some reason it said no connection. so i called johnny. i asked where he was and he said that he was in line, almost inside. i decided to wait for them, so i sorta did. i still called michaels cell because of tina. hehe and they finally picked up. michael was talking, and then tina had the phone. she said on the phone, "omg! we just missed senses fail!!!!!" i got really mad when she said that because they were the band i wanted to see most. they had just finished thier set. it was really saddening. so they later found me, and i left off with them.

the first band we saw was alkaline trio. it was awesome. me and tina just ran through the whole crowd just to get as close as possible. we did get kind close. enough to see them perform. it was just awesome. but when we stopped going through the crowd, people started pushing me and then a mosh pit started! i got pushed and everything, but i was lucky to get out of the pit and to just push people in the pit. hahahhaha it was raddd. then me and tina went out of the pit to look for channing, andy, michael and henry because we left them. we felt bad so we looked for them. but when we found them, they didnt want to go to the front with us. they totally missed out!! i feel sorry for them becuase, if they had gone in the pit again with me and tina, they wouldve been everywhere with us...but no. when we went back in the pit, we walked out again. it was soo dusty that our mouths were full of dirt. it was disgusting.

we walked around the place looking at booths and finding the stages. we saw the earnie ball stage, and saw best interest set up! it was awesome. tina ran up and said hi to kenji and introduced us to him. so we waited to see them play. then we saw kenjis girl, haha i turned around and she was staring at me, so i just went to her and talked to her about her and kenji. it felt strange, but it was chill. shes so pretty. jealous man, haha jk. on the other stage, the smartpunk stage, the silence was playing. i watched from the earnie ball stage. i could still see, and i listened, they were pretty good. after they finished playing, best interest started playing. it was awesome! they played some of their new stuff and old stuff and stuff off their current album. it was just awesome. they later threw out demo cds they said layed in their closet for months. haha and they also threw out drumsticks. nothing went my way. humph. but then jeff threw out two tshirts. it kinda landed and this one guy had it. i suddenly pulled it away from him because i wanted a tshirt. and it was best interest too. so i just pulled and pulled. soon i gave up and let him have it. ehhh.. but later, he put the tshirt on my shoulder saying that i could have it. that was nice of him. but then a most pit started and i got pushed, and the shirt came off my shoulder. dammit. oh well.

i missed my chemical romance. and letter kills. i was sad. but me and tina walked around some more. we later hit a record booth. i was flipping through cds, and later asked if they had my chemical romance. when i asked, i had found it, and bought it immediantly. i bought it for 12 bucks but it was worth it. you'll read why

we walked some more, and finally, it was 3pm, so me and tina ran to the left stage, or the teal stage. we wanted to see the early november!!! me and tina pushed our way to the front as close as we could. the closest we got was like three rows from the front. i got a good view. and im pretty sure tina did too. we saw them hang out for awhile because on the right stage, coheed and cambria were still playing. so we waited. when coheed and cambria finally finished their last song, the early november started playing!!! everyone screamed so fucking loud because the early november was now going to perform!!! me and tina was so happy we screamed too! it was just awesome and worth it. they played a lot like 5 songs, and every minute of it was amazing! even though me and tina were squished,we loved the moment. we sang and yelled soo loudly to all the songs because we knew the lyrics to it. it was just amazing. soon, me a tina got out of the pit just before they finished their last song. i wish we had stayed until they had finished performing.

after we left, we walked around some more. we caught up with some of tinas friend. it was chill. we went to the from first to last booth to get a bag for some of the stuff we had to hold. we were talking to them and he told us about from first to last, and later he told us that he was from first to last. we got all happy, and so we told him to sign a poster he had given us. and another member from the band too. it was radd. so we walked around more and we went to the smartpunk stage to see saosin!!

we waited for them to play, so we went to a booth called moments in grace. we talked to the guy that was there and listened to the music. we said it was good stuff. and he said thanks. haha, me and tina was like, what? you're from the band? haha we soon bought a poster just so he can sign it. haha but it was good. he told us to watch his band play at around 5pm. we said we would.

saosin started playing. it started out soo well, and there was this one guy crowd surfing. the singer was singing when suddnely he said hold hold up...we have a man down. the guy that was crowd surfing ended up breaking his leg. that sucked for the people who wanted to see saosin, but that one guy was more important. understandable. the police and all the emergency people took care of him onstage, and me and tina just left. it was a bummer....

so me and tina did some more walking. we went to more booths this time. we took a lot of stuff because it was for free. it was radd. haha. later, we went by this one booth that had a lot of blank cds and that we can go to this one place and burn some songs. tina did so, but i didnt. ehh.. but one of tinas friend went by and said that he saw my chemical romance and had his shirt signed my them. i was so excited, i told him to take me to them. he did, and tina was stil burning some songs on her cd. i waited in line to meet my chemical romance. it was worth the wait! but while i was in line, i finally saw hakon, bryan, mona and brian. i talked to them and later they left to go search for vincent and johnny. while i was still in line, i saw johnny and vincent. i talked to them and yea...i told them that hakon and them were looking for him and vincent. so they left after we talked. i finally met my chemical romance!!!! gerard was the first one to sign my cd. then matt, mikey, frank,and ray. they were soo fucking awesome!! and they were so hott in person too!! i asked each individually if i could have a hug, and they were totally cool with it. hugging them made me super happy!! hahaha i later told matt to write my chemical romance on my pants, but he just initialed it MCR. its still awesome because i got another hug from matt again. hehehe tina soon got her jeans signed by all the members except mikey. poor tina. hahhaha.

we walked for awhile and came across thursday. they were playing at the right stage. i was watching them and walking at the same time. i sawgeoff rickly, the singer in the band. they were pretty good from what i heard. i wish i had been there to just watched, but me and tina were walking around and we finally found the senses fail booth. but dang, none of the members were there. humph. and nothing was for free either, so we just continued walking. we stopped in front of the coheed and cambria tent and saw one member from that band. we talked to him about something i dont quite remember but it was chill. then someone patted me on my shoulder and i turned around and saw marvin. hahah thanks to him, i went to warp tour, even though he didnt give me the ride. hahaha and then his brother showed up. we all talked and hugged. it was awesome. so then we left and went off doing other stuff. later, we came back to let tina have underoath signe her jeans too. hehehehe later, we came back to let tina have underoath sign her jeans too. hehehehe

so after that, we walked some more. we caught up with the group; johnny, hakon, brian, vincent, mona and bryan. mona told me and tina that the early november are having a signing booth at their booth!! me and tina were soo excited that we went as fast as we could to their booth. we got there alright. we waited in line. but of course, it was worth it. hakon, bryan, johnny, vincent, and brian were sitting in line waiting for mona, me, and tina to get stuff signed by the early november. vincent too. but while we were sitting, johnny was getting free ringtones for his phone. hahah and i just then he told me that he watched TEN perform. he said that serg[bassist] jumped in the pit as crowd surfing, and johnny had grabed his ass. hahahha he later told tina and we got jealous. hahah we wanted to grab sergs ass because we love TEN. he watched them just because...retard...haah jk. [the vandals were playing at the moment. i told johnny and hakon to watch them play, but they just sat there...waiting for us..how nice.] when it was our turn, mona bought a shirt and serg, joe, jeff and ace signed it. they also signed tina, mine and monas ticket. even though there was a table there, i still asked each indivudually if i could have a hug. of course, they were totally cool with it. ohh, hhaha tina and i got our pants signed my the early november too. it was embarrassing for tina, because serg had just signed tinas jeans, and then she called out ace! but it was joe! oops. wrong name. but it was still chill. they were such funny people. i remember someone gave joe[guitarist] a small pizza box to sign. haha, joe said something like...ohh, a pizza box... hot pocket. haha i dont remember clearly but you had to be there and you'd understand. hhaha remember tina? of course you did. they're hilarious people. and of course, hotter in person than in pictures. hahaha

while we were all still sitting around for awhile, tina and i totally forgot to see moments in grace!!! we felt soo bad because we told justin [member of the band] that we would go see him play. we didnt...we felt really band. hakon was being a joke becuase he said that they wont start until me and tina goes to go watch them...when it was too late already. haha

after we met TEN and all, tina and i ran to the mae booth to meet mae. the group went off to watch bad religion or something. mae wasnt there yet, so tina just waited. i told her that i wanted to go back to the early november booth so i can have someone from the band to write the early november on my pants. so i did go. i just stood there waiting for just a few more people to meet the early november and stuff. i walked into the booth and told ace[the singer if you guys dont know] if he could write the early november big on my pants. he wrote it alright...but not that big. its chill though. then i told him if i could tell him something. he told me whats up? ands he was signing someones cd or ticket... dont know. anyways, i told him that i bought an early november tshirt on the site and other stuff and i also bought the acoustic cd ep, but i think someone jacked it from my mail. so he went to the box where the acoustic cds were and gave it to me. i said, really? and of course, he said sure! haha it was soooo fucking awesome!!! and i had hugged him again for being so radddd!!!!!!!! hahaha

i ran walked back to the mae booth and i passed by the vandals booth, and they were doing signings too. i dont know them that well, so i didnt do anything but walk by...hehehe so i got to the mae booth and tina met up with her best friend, kasey. that was very awesome for tina. the person taking care of the mae booth called me and tina saying that mae was finally here. only 3 members where there. they signed tinas pants, and our AP magazine we got for free. both of us asked indivudaully if we could have a hug, and it was awesome. i later asked mark if he could write mae big on my pants. so he did...but not quite. he wrote his name instead. but i didnt care. he was fucking hott!!! hahah and i got another hug from him. woot!! hhaha

me, tina, and her friend walked around, and stopped by some more booths. we went by this one booth called mafia. it was hilarious because, mafia means you have to do something crazy...i think. anyways, you had to do something crazy to get a lot of free stuff. one of tinas friend had to run through this group of people who were talking. he did and got free stuff. this otehr guy was suppose to ask a random girl walking by for her number. she rejected. it was funny but sad. he got only something little for free. hahaha then he got another chance by going up to this one group of girls and telling them that their hot. he didnt do it becuase he was embarrased. so tina did it. hahha it was funny. she got the free stuff instead. hahahhaha that was interesting.

finally, we went to the punkrock.net stage to watch the bled play!!!!! or actually, it was just me, but i was soooo excited becuase im really into the bled right now!!!!! i saw them set up. while they were getting ready, the matches were playing at the smartpunk stage. they're alright. the bled finally started playing!! tina didnt want to go upfront with me so i went alone. hehe i was right in front of the huge speaker box. when james started talking on the mic, i moved becuase it was too loud for me. so i kept walking around until i found finally found the perfect spot where i could see the whole band. it was a perfect spot. hehe far, but not too far. enough. hehehe yea, so i watched them. they were sooo good!!!

i later went to tina because on the smartpunk stage, underoath was getting ready t o play, and that was the band tina wanted to see soo badly. so we waited and tina said something i didnt realize...most of the underoath band members have the same hair style. hahahah that made me laugh. hahhaha so yea. after underoath, taking back sunday was playing on the left stage, or teal. tina wanted to see TBS soo badly, that we missed underoath. we skipped underoath just to see TBS and to get to the front. so we left...not seeing underoath. i wish we had...

so me, tina and her friends walked really fast to the stage taking back sunday was going to play on. me and tina almost got to the front. close enough to see. but while we were walking through people, some girls stopped tina saying, hey you're that girl that said we were hot...or something like that. hahahha i was the one trying to get me and tina as close as possible. then i couldnt get any farther. so i stopped in front of this one guy. haha, it was soo funny because there was two guys, one across from me, and one in front of me. they mustve known each other. anyways, he told that other guys to ask for my number and stuff like that. it was hilarious. tina and me laughed a lot. they were soo funny. hahahaha then i was able to get my way farther to the front. when i looked back to see tina, those guys were holding on to tina!!!!! hahahah that was hilarious to see. trying to get to the front with our help. hahahhahahah we got so close to the front, but not quite. it was a good view, but really squished!!!! when TBS started playing, me and tina couldnt breath at all becuause it was that packed!!! so me and tina stayed for one song, and the second song, we tried to get out. it was just too much. when we got out, tina got on top of kasey. it was hilarious because he wanted tina to get off but she still stayed on. hahah and she kept leaning on the left side. haha it looked as if they would fall so, but they didnt. haha.

so after awhile, we left. we walked around a bit more, and i saw best interest!! tina went up to kenji and his girl and told them to get a room. it was funny. hahaahh then i said hi to chris [drummer] and got a hug. hehe same for jeff [singer/guitarist] it was awesome to finally see them perform and to talk to them.

we walked to the underoath booth because tina wanted to buy an underoath tshirt. kasey bought it for her. how nice. so i was just hanging out, waiting for tina to buy her shirt when i see james sitting in the tent right next door. i walked out of the underoath tent to see what tent it was, and when i saw, it was THE BLED tent!!!! it made me soooo happy!! so i walked to the tent and said hi to james [singer], and if he could sign my pants. hehehhe he said sure, but he needed a marker or something. ross [guitarist] found one and gave it to james. he signed it and i asked him if he could write the bled really big. finally someone listen to me!! haha jk. but he wrote it pretty big. that made me happy. and the permenate marker was pretty huge too. yay. haha i also asked james if i could have a hug, of course it was a yes. haha i remember on stage that he said he has insecurities, and when i hugged him, it showed...so yea, and then i went to ross for him to sign my pants, and i asked for a hug too. it was awesome. then i went to jeremy [guitarist] for him to sign my pants. then a hug. heheh and then mike [guitarist]. i hugged him first and then he signed my pants. i guess he signed his full name, michael. yea, then i hugged him again. it was just awesome!! they were all hottt in person! hahah but i didnt get to meet mike [drummer] because he wasnt there. it made me feel sad.. now my pants is missing one persons signature. but i'll get it someday. i should. haha yea. it was the best. i went back to tina and she got her underoath shirt. i like it. i'll jack it from her someday. haha hmmm, she changed in the middle of the field but she didnt care. hahaha

then we finally had to go home...humph. i went out to go get my digital camera that i had hidden...but instead of that, it was lost, or stolen. it was pretty much stolen. i looked everywhere!! even the other bushes. this police woman helped me look for it but it was no where in sight. i got sooo angry because someone had stolen it from me. i walked back to tina, with tears in my eyes because my digital camera was gone....we went to the lost and found, but it wasnt there. i got pissed, but this day is still the best day of my life!!!! heheh

a little side story:channing, andy, michael, and henry only watched alkaline trio, and i heard that they sat in the winterfresh van the rest of the day and just listened to bands play. dude, they stink. haha JK!!!! but yea, andy, mihael, and henry said they didnt have fun. and channing said he had a blast!! haha thats strange...but okay.. haha

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