never once do i think that you have abandoned me. people grow up, grown old, and grow apart. they learn to live with themselves (the hardest person to live with is yourself...!)and to tolorate those they can't live with. and to those who we would gladly share our space with, they never grow apart, old friends, true friends, they'll never never die. if somethign TRUELY tears you apart all you gotta do is wait a 2 years and tell them its a family reunion! you don't choose your blood "family" but the True family bonds are ties that don't easily break and if they do there's always Super Waldorf/OCF COmmunity Glue. ...speaking of which... Ponce sent me a message
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'ts Still mesqueakamaniaJanuary 20 2007, 09:54:15 UTC
ps i just realised that you wrote this a year and a half ago. i hope i'm not too late. and sarah, I AM THE ONE who shud be appologizing. i wasn't there for you, maybe even took your lovingkindness for granted. i needed to learn how to rely on soley myself, and i did learn, slowly but i did. boy did i learn. faun is outta my life. and yes, i no longer NEEEEEEEDED you, but you have to understand that neediness grew from a want of a motherfigure. i'm almost an adult but i will never stop WANTING you, wanting my sarah to give me a hug when i feel sad or lonely. i just never want to need ANYONE to help save me, cuz really none can save you but yourself. i pulled away to protect you, sarah, i could see (and feel) that i was hurting you more than being a good friend. NEVER AGAIN WILL I SPILL PAIN ON TO YOU MY LOVES. there is no pain only mind over matter. never never give up and i'll never never give up on you or me neither, deal? and i would Love to hang out with you sometime!
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and i would Love to hang out with you sometime!
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