and it feels like summer again ( Read more... )

i'm glad that we're friends.

my dad didn't want to see bobby because he knew he'd cry. my mom says he cries everytime he sees something about bobby kennedy, because he is his hero. and we saw bobby and he cried. i loved the movie. it was amazing.

i like love stories best. they seem so distant and unreal ( Read more... )

i think it will always be something you can't describe unless you've gone through it. sitting in a room directly across from the boys, watching their reactions as you stand up and sit down for everything that they have ever done. we had just talked about how boys were told not to cry, but they all did, i was crying, the girls next to me was acrying ( Read more... )

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Step 1: Put your MP3 player on random ( Read more... )

i don't know
i guess i feel optomistic
but i really don't want to feel anything at all
i'm just worried that everything will come crashing down on me again.

i'm going to go to college in the netherlands
i'll go on adventures to other countries and sleep in cheap motels
i'll never have a plan, but never want one either
i'll learn new languages and come home with an accent
ever since i've heard the possibility i've become obsessed with getting as far away as possible

i don't want to live a worthless

i listened to in my life at 9:50 today