so i came home 2 hours early from work on monday 3/24/2008. i think things are finally getting to me. i feel like i have what feels like this huge lump in my throat, like a huge pill is lodged in there. i bet it is from stress and anxiety, and here i am "but i have no stress, i have no anxiety" but deep down i know i do. things are finally catching ( Read more... )

so i went back to work today, and when i walked in and went to my cubicle-i noticed the corner where i had my radio/cd/tape player was rather empty. at first it took me a moment, but my desk was in shambles. my pen/pencil container was knocked over and everywhere, my stapler was knocked over, everything was a mess. than it hit me, someone stole my ( Read more... )

i am still sick. i have my voice back somewhat, all though it decides when to come and go. i keep sneezing, coughing, and now my fucking left ear is KILLING me! it feels like itchy on the inside and oh so sore. my nose is stuffy now as well, and it is like MY GOD already! let me be better for petes sake :( but i am going back to work tomorrow, i ( Read more... )

I've lost my spark, with like everything.

Ps-I changed my username. It comes from "Crush" by Gavin DeGraw

"And I was wishing I'd break down your walls, the kiss will know if lips stay still"

Geez, where do I even begin ( Read more... )

so i started talking about things and opening up ( Read more... )

omg i was just on broadway.com (monday when i was at work ( Read more... )

i have been meaning to make a post of one of my weekends with ray, and never got around to it

so this is way long over due, so here is a mushy post in honor of ray.


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we got a call from my aunt tonight ( Read more... )

editi can not wait ( Read more... )