am i still your yellow bird
am i still your secret that you keep caged up
i'll see sunlight some day
but you'll have left me alone too long by then
i dont want to climb anywhere anymore
or travel to the snow
i just want to see you
and think that you still love me.
do you?

this will be my last post until i leave for boston ( Read more... )

i just realized that
every one of my entries has been about kelly
for like the past week
okay, thats enough of that.

i cant find anything to do all day
but listen to sad music
and think about
all the money i've spent
and will spend
on a trip to boston when i dont have the money and i'm spending my life savings on it

and the water is diamonds there's something you're hiding you wish you could just shout it out ( Read more... )

by the way i've fallen in love with this woman

( Read more... )

what would be the best way to put this.however long it was ( Read more... )

i hope you smile about this ( Read more... )

at the end of the room there was a long chalkboardi walked up ( Read more... )

carly came in to visit me at work today ( Read more... )

everything in life
is getting better
all the throwing up!
the crying
well
its all gone

in two weeks
i see kelly
kelly will see me
i bought clothes today
i bought
shoes
and
things
kelly, you'll be off my 'donotcall' list
asap
your battle
is just as tough as my battle
fight fight fight!