Remember: Its not what you do in this life, but what you've learned of God in this life. Just be you and live live the way you want to with God inside. Faith has a whole new dimension to you now doesn't it? That's why they call it a faith base belief. Faith isn't always easy. But "blessed are those who believe and don't see". Thats why love to people is much stronger and much more genuine when they know that you learned love from someone you've never seen and yet live for. Keep your head up...sound familiar. Press on! Living for Him, Wes, is sometimes harder than dying for him. Smile cause I'm thankful for you.
though i am almost aware that it isnt what i do or because i am special, but it is because of who Love is. Love is a being and it knows no face or any wrong, it chooses to see past that. what i am learning is love can be rough, it is hard to love others especially when they hurt you and it is even more difficult for me to love my self when i know all of my wrongs and my motives. understanding and accepting that it is possible for Love to accept me with all of these things is such a struggle. at this time i am not much for words. may Love find all of you where you need it most
It's funny how I comment you and you reply with talk to everyone else. You are very interesting. Like I told you Wes: "A renewed (or transformed) mind is the result of a surrendered heart." Concentrate on your healing and your love relationship with Christ. Ministry is nothing if you don't have love. Don't concentrate on that although it is something you will do because you are a minister of the Lord. But first be a minister TO the Lord. Minister your love to Him and let Him love on you. Read 1 Corinthians 13 over and over and over again. Don't have to memorize it but meditate on it. Let it become you. Sounds weird but thats how you'll get revelation. Revelation will always match up with the word always! Jesus is the word and will never contradict himself or His son. SO read it and pray for deeper levels of understanding. Peal off the layers...its like a parfait...or an onion. ;) You're ministry is your lifestyle...check out what Jen wrote on my journal. I'm telling you...it's about living it not performing it.
life is like an onion, it stinks and it makes you cry. Jess i kno what your sayin is right but like you kno i dont get anything the first time and never the easy way. it isnt a mind thing, it is a life thing and i am trying to live it out. most likely is there was a grade given now or ever i am failing. i am trying to live love, love is so simple it is confusing me. remember all those situations we have heard about, some ministers child (usually daughter) being molested or raped and then that minister being able to lead that rapist or molester to Jesus(and not by killing him), i wanna love like that. i want my first reaction to anything to be love, not anger, I have really screwed up in the past couple of days in that. I have let my love, which really isn't mine, become bias and shown to some and not others, thats my fault. to those other than jessica, you may not fully understand what is going on, here it is, i am human and i mess up daily eithere where you can see or in hidden places where there is an audience of one. I attempting
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Faith has a whole new dimension to you now doesn't it? That's why they call it a faith base belief. Faith isn't always easy. But "blessed are those who believe and don't see". Thats why love to people is much stronger and much more genuine when they know that you learned love from someone you've never seen and yet live for.
Keep your head up...sound familiar. Press on! Living for Him, Wes, is sometimes harder than dying for him. Smile cause I'm thankful for you.
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