finally everything is back to normal..
well somewhat normal.
i have decided that i need to start looking at my life differently.

which is fine with me..

i think i figured out happiness.....

"everything in moderation"

:D

i had an epiphany...

i am fine with things as they are..

:D

finally.. i am at peace... and i can go to sleep..
yippy!

every time i think things are going to get better
they get worse..

everytime i think everything will be fine it isnt.

everytime i hear that its not that bad it ends up being that bad
if nor worse.

ugh.. how do you fix a relationship if only one of you is willing to fix it?

i hate unrequited love.

i dont know if we'll make it this time.. but i'll continue to be optimistic
thats all i can do....

i made a friend.. i am so happy.. she is like my twin... and her name is Stephanie TOO!
hehe

i retract my previous post.
time is healthy.. especially when you are smothering someone.

yay for a new outlook

my heart was shattered today...
by the one person who i thought pieced it back together

nevermind scratch that.. all will be well i promise.

viva las vegas

for our 2 year anniversary
we are going to las vegas!

i went to knotts scary farm last night ( Read more... )

ok so funny story...

Alright i was all set to go to ucla
When I found out hehe I didnt have enough credits.
But then I remembered that USC does except sophmores, I know I know I am a sophmore right now but you know what ITS USC. So I think I will suck up my pride (hahaha) and apply for USC. I Know what everyone is thinking "but steph.. you are poor ( Read more... )

why are people so dumb?

so if you are trying to say that you cannot find something,
you would say lose not loose... loose is describing something else.

and if you are trying to say that someone is your neighbor
then they live next door, not next store. thats just dumb.

i think i want to make a new livejournal called "grammer police".