I hate this. I don't know what to do, and I'm more confused now than I was before. And I feel like crying. And I feel like giving up. But I don't know if I should. I also know I can't. I'm supposed to be a strong person but as of late? He makes me feel not so strong. And I feel like kjfvrhgre... I don't know ( Read more... )

I am confused. And I'm confusing. I sware, when I say things I know what I'm saying but going back and reading what I said? I might as well be handicapped. No one gets it. But this is my journal and I do have some things I need to get off my chest, so I guess this is good ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Maria.
Even though you hate me.

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Someone should buy me this sweatshirt for Christmas!!!

HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY JOHN DUFF!!

But I still don't care. hehehe

Bobb's viewing was hard. In a way, I wish I hadn't gone, but in a way I'm glad I did. Staring at his body laying there was so hard. He looked like a doll, and I was thinking, that's not him, he's going to be in school on Monday like always. But I know that isn't true, and it is so hard to believe he's gone. I'm glad I got to say good bye, but ( Read more... )

RIP Bobb Decara ( Read more... )

Yes, so if anyone noticed, I deleted most of my journal entries.
There's plenty of family drama, and everyone finds info out about me on the computer.
So as for now, I will only update what everyone else knows, just to keep it as a memory for me.

I love you all!!!!!!!!!

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

In school. One more day left. Well, two but I'm not going the last day because it's pointless. Everyone will just be like oh my god, sign my yearbook, take pictures, bla bla bla!! And quite frankly, I really don't like anyone here enough to have that last day. In fact, I pretty much realized today the only halfway decent people at this school, I ( Read more... )