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[ifsubjectx]

more depressed than i have been in a long time. heavy-limbed, weighted down, so much effort to breathe and still i can't get to sleep. close the blinds, lock the door, cover up the red light on the record player, hide the clock's green face. everything seems like a bad omen - spider dropping down onto my shoulder, dead bird in the road. no one here

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[succulent]

"asking for a softer touch just makes you more vulnerable"

this resonates very much. i like yr writing.