a life that speaks of a never ending truth.

[ifthefiresthere]

before i can preach to others about what they should do with there lives they need to know a few things about me. i am far less perfect than i pretend to be. i am fucked up in the head. there are so many things wrong in my life that i have barely been able to handle myself. i will admit to doing self-destructive things and wanting to kill myself. i

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[my_chance_4ever]

bullshit. you know i care. I don't say what i don't mean. if i didn't care i wouldn't have called you to talk to when i was lost. If it wasn't for you last night i wouldn't be here right now typing this.

hey

[dougefreshsvt]

we all have fucked up points in our lives we all wish never happened, but that is the way life is. It is likes ducks on a pond, on the surface they appear calm and peaceful, but under the water their feet are moving a thousnad miles an hour. life is chaotic, just realize that you are not alone, all you need is a hug, hehe. see you later

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[ifthefiresthere]

you are awesome. :) you make me smile...

[goldilocks33]

once our puzzles are all put together, what then do we have to live for? know that i appreciate every smile you give me and it makes me unhappy knowing that you really feel this way. its going to be really hard to see you go after this year is over. :(
i'm here for hugs anytime you need one.
xxx

[ifthefiresthere]

ilove you sweetie. once our puzzles are complete we can look forward to changing them again. see life in different perspectives. changing constantly. truth is...there is only one constant in life and that is change.

[goldilocks33]

kinda like you can do a puzzle a hundred times but you never remember where the pieces go...or you start a new one. you are such a smarty!
xoxo

[ifthefiresthere]

i know. you are completely right on the nose. thats why i love ya.