A year has past and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything yet nothing being the same. In a few weeks we will reluctantly give our hugs and, fighting the tears, say goodbye to the people who were once just names on a sheet of paper to return to people that we hugged and fought tears ( Read more... )

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Finally I am.... I don't want to say complacent, but just not stressed I guess you can say. I had THE most amazing weekend with, guess who..... STEVEN!!!! It was wonderful and great and awesome and fun and relaxing and unbelieveable and perfect! We didn't really do much of anything to tell you the truth. We went out on their boat a couple times, ( Read more... )

Holy shit is all I have to say. I can't even tell you the drama that has happened over the past couple of days, but let me just say that it has involved me crying in my mom's lap, getting more pissed and feeling more hurt than I have in a very long time, waking Jen up at 3am hysterical crying, and almost wanting to just say screw it all. But no, I' ( Read more... )

Hola! What's goin on?! Long time no talk huh? Surprised? Anyway, things are good. Except I have a killer ear infection, again. But I still have the antibiotic and pain killers they gave me before so I think I'll live. Oh! And I got my nose peirced on Sunday. :-) I like it and so does everyone else so far. We'll see how it goes. School is good. I ( Read more... )

College sucks folks. No, not because of classes or exams or whatnot, even though some of those things do as well. But because I have gained approximately 13 lbs since I've been here. I am not a happy girl. I promised myself the "Freshman 15" would not claim me in it's ugly grasp, but alas, it has. I'm sick over myself and it's time for this to end ( Read more... )

Okay, so I started slackin a lil bit but I'm trying to keep this thing updated. Maybe that should be another New Years Resolution of mine. I already have about three. HAnyway! So far 2005 is going great! I think my classes are going to be fabulous.. or as fabulous as classes can be anyway. I'm taking a statisics class, intro to the new testement, ( Read more... )

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Wow, yeah it's definitely been over a year since I updated this. I suck at the journal game. Anyway, so much has happened in the past year and I can't even begin to catch you up, I could but it would be way long and probably not interest anyone really. Plus it's finals week and I'm stressed enough right now, so why am I updating my journal when I ( Read more... )

I love the feeling of just being happy. No specific reason or cause... you're just happy. I love it. Nothing much is new... but everything is good. Nick and I did break up though. Last Sunday. It was a mutual thing, or so I thought. We talked and agreed that we had both been thinking the same things over the preceeding week or so and decided it ( Read more... )