Never thought a night so sweet would taste so bitter. But sometimes shit works out that way, theres no way I can sleep, but I guess I should pretend I can so my parents don't get anal. I hung out with alex and deanna, we painted, it was a fun time. You know.. I kinda feel better now about everything, but that's just cuz...well um yea..but tommorow ( Read more... )

OMg leave me alone!!! My parent's are so fucking stupid, they asked me if I wanted something to eat like 5 times and I said no five times, and then they wonder why I get pissed off, I told them that I wasnt' fucking hungry I have so much shit on my mind I'm not fucking hungry. I hate them, and I got bitched at for telling them to leave me alone. ( Read more... )

WORST DAY EVER..NO WORST WEEK EVER!!! So basically I couldnt' break up with zach because he didn't even bother to show up for school. And I have so much shit on my mind right nwo I don't know what I'm gonna do about work, I'm overwhelmed tired, depressed and frustrated. No one can do anything to fix it, it's one of those things I have to fix on my ( Read more... )

So..tonight.. it was definately the worst night I've ever had in my entire life, and I can't sleep. I made a total fool of myself, or so it seems, and I'm so sad right now. I'm probably gonna look like shit tommorow, and I know that I'm going to feel that way. I don't really have anything else to say

I thought I would do this because it might fill the void in my soul ( Read more... )

Yea prom was last night, um..yea. Well I had an okay time, but it could have been a lot better, it's all good though

Hey guys just got back from rise against. They fucking rocked as usual. I'm nursing my knee though, some 200 pound guy pushed me into the floor, so my entire knee is swollen. It was a good time though, I met a few new people, danced with a 12 year old in the mosh pit, and had a lot of fun. I always love punk rock concerts, everyone is so nice to ( Read more... )

okay so, I'm not so sure this day was good. I mean it's 8 and Ive barely started on my essay for futch. I just don't feel like it, not to mention the small not understanding what it's talking about part. The stupid fuck asses at our apartment complex broke a water main or something, so now we don't have water temporarily. god my dad smells so bad ( Read more... )

Hey guys, Happy easter if you do that..I don't really. Just wanted to post and say that tommorow will be my first day of being a vegitarian. Awesome right? I'm excited, I decided I hated eating animals, it's part of what I hate, killing something to better yourself, like self capitalization by killing animals. Well I have to go help my mom see you

so its official.. I'm pissed off For some reason I think zach is actually avoiding me. I don't fucking get it. I am a pretty decent girl friend and I don't like the fact that if he doesn't want to go out with me, he doesn't have balls enough to say so. I tried calling him tonight after work, and he didn't answer, so I left, would you have? I'm not ( Read more... )