I don't know what to think.
I want to talk to her so bad, but I know if I do I'll end up depressed and realize that she doesn't care about me at all nor have any desire to actually talk to me.

I wish I could tell her just how much I love her.

I hate how as much as I want to be there for you, you won't let me

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its another monday. I survived it alright. I can't wait till the weekend(already). I think I might go watch the Siegel soccer game tonight, then go up to the Rose for some killa songwriters night. anyway. I don't have much else to say.

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I will NEVER be perfect.
I will never be good enough for everyone.
I will never be good enough for anyone...

In other news, USC is giving me in-state tuition+$2000 a year. Looks like I might be coming home after all, but who knows.

damn, thats really depressing

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I don't get it, this week was great. I was happy. I haven't smoked since tuesday, then friday, which is usually the happiest day of the week, comes along and everything starts to suck.

this weekend was terrible.
I lost my phone and got grounded.
now its time for another week of school.
will I make it out alive?

...I hope not.