do I even need to say,
how all-over-the-place this weekend was?

I dont even know how I feel, honestly.
Im such a mess.

I just hope and pray that everyone stops getting hurt-
and hurting other people- because I hate it.
I hate pain and seeing others having to deal with it.

And I wish hearts didnt exist at the moment.

LESS THAN 18 HOURS AND COUNTING,
until I will be at the best place in the world.

I cant wait until ATF,
and theres no way jose that anyone will bring me down this weekend.

tryyyy me =]

LIFE IS GOOD <3

its getting cold, I had a bunch of ice cream, I got to miss Tidwell's class, and -

GATORS ARE NATIONAL CHAMPS!! =]

among other.. stuff too. ;]

GOODNIGHT!! <3

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HEATHER SHORT MADE MY NIGHT. =]

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