just so everyone knows, my livejournal and email have changed. i'll probably update this one every once in a while. also my new lj is going to be friends only because, well, i pretty much just ant it to be ( Read more... )

so i edited/deleted a couple entries. i talked to allen, like seriously talked to him for the first time in a long time last night. i love him unconditionally. i'm always going to. but like i said, we talked and got some things sorted out. i want nothing but the best for him and whoever he choses to be with. he's a good guy and he deserves the ( Read more... )

ALLEN AND I ARE DONE

wow i never thought i'd be this happy when this day came, but i'm the happiest i have EVER been. i'm so over it. I hope he has a great life because for the first time since i met him, i'm out of it. and i have no desire to EVER be in his life again. i want nothing to do with him again.

i regret nothing that happened ( Read more... )

i'm finally over all the hurt i went through this year and last year with allen. its the past and i'm done. i don't want it nor do i need it. I see everything i want and need when i look in Cody's eyes. I will never stop loving allen. but i've stopped hoping to be with him. he is no longer what i want. Everything i want is everything cody is. His ( Read more... )

You've had me since hello ( Read more... )

I've always thought of life as a giant puzzle. Throughout your lifetime, you must find the puzzles pieces that complete you, that make you happy and make your life fulfilled. But there's always that horrible downside. From the beginning, you're given an empty box with no picture on the cover to go by. It's up to you to design the picture you long ( Read more... )

wow, i must say my life is great right now ( Read more... )

- didnt get to talk to ppl last night ( Read more... )

wow, i'm just amazed at how superficial my sister is. she and her friends won't date a guy who isnt preppy, has a weird name and other dumb shit. it blows my mind, all they care about is clothes, and looks.

...i'll credit this retardedness to their age...
=after all they are in 7th grade=

i finally feel comfortable with our relationship. For once, it doesn't bother me that another girl is all like "i love you blah blah blah" because you love me. this is the first time i realized that. I can't say that i trust you 100% yet baby, but gawd your close. I don't know what happened it just kinda hit me. You Love Me ( Read more... )