Dang, we have more medals than the States right now.. we have 11, they have 10.. what the heck?? that doesn't happen! go Canadian Athletes.. come in first heckya!
Heh heh, I was thinking about you last night while I was watching the Olympics "snowboardcross" (I think that's the dumbest name ever.) The Canadians are doing awesome! :) 'Cept, it was really sad one of your guys got DQ'ed.
Jasey Jay Anderson. He was doing great. I think his name is pretty cool too. I LOVED that event!!! SOOO freaking sweet! The name IS kinda weird... isn't it.
I thought it ROCKED that Canadian Jeremy Buttle won the men's figure skating bronze! USA didn't even come close to medalling.. WOO HOO CANADA! (if you can't root for your neighbors to the north who can ya root for?)
why did you cut me? Is it because I used you as an example to try to get my point across to someone else? I hope that wasn't why??? Because I only did that because I thought you would understand what I was trying to say to that person - the point behind it all.
You're one person I didn't want off my friends list. Really didn't want off my friends list.
I just dind't feel like I was being a helpful friend to you. I know you don't read anyone journal not just mine, but I don't really like that honestly and I just felt like I was hurting you and offending you so I wanted to cut myself off from doing that. Soemtiems I just want to speak my mindt o you, but my mind is often incorrect and I offend you and I just didn't want to have to worry about either totally shutting up what I want to say or offending you so I just figured it would be easier that way. I dunno. mabey it was dumb. I'm sorry.
no, don't be sorry. I realize this is a difficult situation, it's why I'm not going to write much about the one certain topic in my journal anymore. It's been such a big deal to me it wouldn't matter how much out of love anyone said anything to me, it would hurt me because the whole topic hurts me. I really just need people who care about me to just put their arm around me and tell me they care. You know what I mean? Have you ever had any specific thing going on in your life that is so painful that it is so sensitive you can't really talk about it with anyone anymore? That's about the point I'm at. My heart is so full of ache over this that it's like a constant hurt. Just talking about it - with anyone - in any way - causes me to end up crying and so I just can't now. But it isn't you - and it never has been you. I've never felt offended by you - even with that last conversation I didn't feel offended by YOU. That's actually why I took liberty and used our conversation as an example of how I feel the topic is just too confusing and
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if thats what you need I can do that. I felt bad about deleting you. I was just in a really frusterated mood. and I totally understand somethign hurting to much to speak about.. TOTALLY! its hard to find people to understand, I should know that. I'm sorry.
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jk;)
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You're one person I didn't want off my friends list. Really didn't want off my friends list.
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