have i grown since the first day i stepped into high school?

i think i'm schizophrenic.....i'm going crazy!!!

CRAZZZZZZZZY
I talk to myself a lot lately. Actually i've been arguing with myself a lot lately. I'm being swayed between glass half full and glass half empty.

OMG all day today i have been making mistakes!! ridiculous, stupid, dumbass mistakes that are totally avoidable!!!!!! OMG...this feeling of shame just...hurts, it hurts so much. I'm sick of making these mistakes...aahhhhh.....i hate this feeling... T_T...

Money is the biggest problem in the whole entire freakin world. It splits apart families and friends. People are fuckin idiots about it. I hate not being able to explain anything to people who don't listen and make too many irrational decisions. These people yell and yell and yell and just don't understand anything at all. They twist words around ( Read more... )

happy happy joy joy!!

OMG so last night, after my first time babysitting, i came home and talked to chelsea online and she said she was going to sleep outside in a tent. I don't know how it happened, but i ended up going over and sleeping in her tent with her. It was raining ALL night. Omg, we didn't go to sleep for a while. We just kept on talking and talking. We woke ( Read more... )

We're seniors! we're seniors!! What?!? What?!?! We're seniors!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOO

Class of 07! That's right bitch. I'll bite you!

Adventures of Andrea and Ilene ( Read more... )

lots of shit happened this weekend, mostly boring crap, but pretty much good and bad. DRAMA lots and lots of DRAMA this weekend ( Read more... )

drama is the stupidest shit in the whole wide freakin world. What's worst than drama? Stupid drama!! Family issues and people issues. Life sucks that way especially when the only way to solve it is time and silence. I'm pretty pissed off right now, maybe not on the outside, but definitely on the inside ( Read more... )

i stole this from melissa

[[SINCE THE START OF 2006]]

1. HAVE YOU HAD A GF/BF? nope
2. HAVE YOU HAD YOUR BIRTHDAY? nope
3. GOTTEN DRUNK? hahaha...nope
4. SMOKED A CIG? nope
5. CRIED? hmm...nope 
6. HAD SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU PASS AWAY? no
7. PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER? Always
8. DRANK STARBUCKS? i think i'm going to tomorrow
9. WENT SHOPPING? i think i'll do that ( Read more... )