Eh..

[igneus_ludia]

Nights are so bad. I guess i'm just afraid of being alone. I know I have to get through this because running back to Omar wouldn't help..and looking for refuge in Chris wouldn't be fair to him. So I'm just staying away from relationships right now. I haven't been alone for 3 years and...I guess I forgot how lonely it feels. Don't get me wrong, I'm

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[asian_dude]

it'll be ok, ya got me! MUAHZ** :D

[igneus_ludia]

Hehe, yay!!! I love you, Ryan.

hey there

[vehement_voice]

hey you! its mayleen...hehe. add me. i know things suck with omar but trust me things will get better. when things between me and sammy ended my world stopped turning. i wont say that youll necessarily be happier without him cuz thats up to you and your fate but i can say that i honestly believe things happen for a reason. muah!

[igneus_vixi_ile]

its hard for me to move on when i still love you so much... when i feel we havent had any closure... i dont know i still feel like i need u and can make things better. i <3 u... you make me so happy. =\

[_0squib0_]

I know it's bad baybe. But you know that this is what's best for you. to be alone, at least a little while. I know how much you love Omar, and how much he loves you. But remember if we love something we have to let it go.. And I know your guys' relationship is STILL THERE> It's just on pause right now. And when your both ready, you can pick up from where you left off. Your such a great person, you deserve the world. And I know everyone would agree when I say that. I just want you to be happy, and seeing you suffering and hurting like this.. well, it make sme hurt too. And it kills me knowing there's nothing I can do about it. WHOA!! That was DEEP!!! It just shows how much I care. I can't wait to see you tomorrow. That's like the highlight of my day.lol. I love you. -I'm Standing With Your Spotlight On Me_

[igneus_vixi_ile]

ericka my lovie dove you deserve the world and more. =)

[igneus_vixi_ile]

yeah i agree with u that if you love something you have to let it go.. but.. ericka wants to end this permanently.. which isnt what i want or think we need.. i agree with u on the pause thing.. i just wish she would agree with it... i love you ericka! with all my hearties!!