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[igneus_vixi_ile]

you are not letting me help you ericka... with this feeling of lonelyness. i wish i could just make it go away. whats horrible... is that... i think u dont feel alone.. when ur with me.. and u dont want that. im sorry about it. and i know u think i may be moving on easy.. but thats just a facade. it hurts me every day to see you alone. i love you.

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[igneus_ludia]

I know you...you don't have facades. I've known for quite some time now..long enough to see through you, but there's nothing to look through. You are happy right now. You are genuinely satisfied and its okay because that what I wanted. I'll admit, I haven't moved one step forward or one step back. My feelings for u haven't changed. Nothing about me has changed. I'm still the little anti-social elementary schooler. It just hurts more now. Look, keep meeting people, keep talking to other people. Just cuz I don't doesn't mean u need to fall into my hopeless dreary void.

[igneus_vixi_ile]

i still love u and i always will.. i just feel like u need to be away from me for a while.. just as friends... if i ever want u back.. i gotta leave u alone for a while.. instead of being mega close to u.. ive tried getting closer to u every time we broke up.. maybe we just need sum time apart. i love you ericka.. always will