it's something completely different to sit in your room all day and feel nothing at all. sitting here, staring at the ceiling, took a look at myself and realized, i feel numb. i feel, but i don't. there's just nothing there. i'm blank. and i don't like it. i'm not used to it. i can't stand it either. what am i doing with myself? i'm at home, doing
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and this weekend, I spent by myself pretty much.
so I can't really help you.
I don't know, I used to think it would be easy to be alone
because you never had to depend on someone to do anything for you.
but it's disappointing anyway, because you realize no one's going to
make plans with you unless you do it. or they won't at all.
I don't know.
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