i was fine and doin well for the past month.
then in one night this week, i get dragged back to the beginnnin and old emotions stirred up.
fuck that.

i need some retail therapy... or maybe just therapy in general. haha

Does anyone have any band stickers, be it punk, hardcore, emo, whatever.. that's sitting around and they dont want anymore? and would be happy to give to me???

x

So i have my brother's wedding coming up.
Last week i went shopping with my friend Jan all down bridge road and in a the city.
Then this weekend i went to Chaddy and i tried on a bunch of dresses. Seriously, im so sick of it. i hate it.

Opinions on the dresses would be grately appreciated.

Onto the ( pics )

while i was in the states, i discovered these.
However being the "smart" traveller, i decided not to buy stupid useless things. And the fact i had only seen the Thing, and a spiderman... when my heart really lies with star wars.
(dont get me wrong though, i kind of want the spiderman one now though).

Darth Vadar = the ultimate badass.

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So ive have the complete show of My So Called Life. I'm glued to it.


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i now know why most of my friends are guys ( Read more... )

so i wrote him an email last night pretty much going "???"

he doesnt remember saying what he did.

i actually feel relieved that he said that. but holy shit. talk about emotional roller coasters which i dont wanna be a part of.

im back to my original plan of distance.... and lettin go.

well... thats the plan.

i need sanity and stability.

He fucking did it to me. He cant fuckin do this ( Read more... )

So i wanted to price how much shipping would cost for an item... and there was an online person i could chat with... this is the convo ( Read more... )