Standing on the diving board contemplating my jump...

[igotchocolate]

Almost everyone lives partly in fantasy partly in reality, it's what keeps us going. If we weren't able to dream and be flighty then the stress of reality would crush us under it's weight. Which is precisely what I'm terrified of. I'm personally very capable of seeing the gray areas in pretty much everything in life, however I'm a very black and

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[rosewhipped]

Word.

[nitav763]

Gregory,

It all depends on how you utilize your time. Yeah...sure, a no-brainer job WILL become mundane and pathetic! HOWEVER--what else do you do in your time and your life that keeps you motivated for the next day? Is is color guard, is it friends is it reading and writing...what is it? WE ALL HAVE SOMETHING!! I do not KNOW you like that...but I do know that you are a deep person and I am sure that you have your own "thing."

Plus...look at it this way...you HAVE a goal!! Your result is wanting to move out on your own! Do one thing at a time!

:o) I am sure everything will work out!

[igotchocolate]

Thank you for your positive words Nick. Through what you've said and talking to some (pex) friends I've been able to start to turn around my point of view. I do have a tendency to look too much into the future and I need to break it down and go from goal to goal. I know, if only from guard, that I can do whatever I really set my mind on. So thank you again.

[lostmy_shadow]

you've got it kiddo ;)