so it's one of the worst feelings in the world; thinking when one of your friends gets offline, that they could be the last time you ever talk to them. It's one of the worst things in the world, going to bed scared every night that you might wake up and your friend might no longer be with us...

I love you!!!

i wish time could stop...

you've been gone for like 4 days. those four days sucked and I really wanted to talk to you, but you were out of contact...

now that you are home, i only want to hear your voice but you don't have time to talk. we can talk online, but it's in your voice I hear that it's ok

i'm feeling better, a little. I need productivity and I need you in my life. Productivity helps me feel useful but I can't do anything with out you. I need you in my life, and that's all it boils done to. No more, no less. It's as simple as that. I need you.

i've found out what's wrong... i'm scared. of everything... I can tell myself it's going to be ok, but until I believe myself nothing is going to get better...

ps... molly is super cool!

I grab the blade,
I slide it into my wrist
It doesn't bleed
It doesn't hurt
Am I still alive?
Have I died?

I want to cry or even bleed
I want to cry to see that I can still feel
I want to bleed to know that I'm still alive
I'm numb, I feel nothing, and alive is only a thought I dream of being

does settleing into a life that is subpar, make my life subpar?

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