and it's so hard....

[igottasureshot]

it seems like the closer i get to leaving, the more i don't want to. haverhill is my home. i want to be at foxwoode with the people i love, but what about leaving behind the horses i love? the horses who taught me how to ride, how can i leave them? and how can i leave prince? i love him so much, and i'm just leaving him. this hurts so much. i have

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[pvtdancer]

hey dear i know its hard in the decision that you are being forced to make. all i have to say is follow your heart. Haverhill is home what you are comfortable with all your horsey friends are there! at foxwoode, there are all your ppl freinds and trainers. you can come to foxwoode and have the comforts of haverhill because you know all of us or you can stay at haverhill where you grew up and who knows maybe haverhill is the best fit for you. i mean that do that have new trainer. she might be able to take you far. i dont know anything about her. yeah...i know i didnt make your decision any easier...soo...dont listen to me haha

[igottasureshot]

i think what's going to happen is i'm going to finish up my tickets at haverhill (only 2 left) go to foxwoode for a few weeks, then figure it out from there.