I am a friggin idiot. Why?
1) I didn't set my alarm and was late for school
2) I forgot which day it was
3) I left my ID card at home and couldn't get off campus.
4) I locked my keys in my truck

Once I got some help and was inside my vechicle drving home I saw a cop down my street so I sped home before anything else disasterous happened.

holy f-bomb i just typed this massive entry and it deleted it ( Read more... )

I feel good. And I know alot of it has to do with a guy. Again I talked to yellow last night. We talked for about 2 hours. I love how I can talk to him so easily and how he opens up back. I went to see his wrestling match today, he won. I wasn't surprised. He's m.v.p. on the team, as well as a captain and only senior. I think he'll make it to his ( Read more... )

*Le sigh...* So I feel good. Since my last entry I've been feeling better ( Read more... )

I've been feeling torn with myself again. On the 12th of every month I feel down because it happens to coincide with daddy's death date. I feel... guilty and also mad at myself. Like, why only feel bad this one day, what is he not important to you on the other days? And then I know that I love him, but wonder if I didn't tell him enough? And now I ( Read more... )

Yesterday sucked pretty bad. I woke up, did some cleaning around the house and then went to chris' house to play xbox. I only went in the first place because boyce wanted me to because well... the xbox and I don't seem to get along very well. But just the same I went. The only person there was Wilhelm and chris. No big. Then Ryan and Jeff came. ( Read more... )

The weather is crap but I actually feel good. I'm not over ryan and am sure it will take a good long time but I have been through worse and survived, and I realized this is something that just takes time. So time, here I come ( Read more... )

Well life has been life. Again I've had ups and downs but recently I've had a big up followed by a fairly big down which I'm kinda stuck in but trying to get out. Like I said recently I like Ryan and on new years Brittany and I went to see Life Aqatica (NEVER see that) and then we went to his house. Jeff and Britt had a problem of some kind and she ( Read more... )

This has been an odd break. I've only really worked with jass, and closed with Brittany, my step mom had 9 tumors and came to visit me at work after her surgery, Shawn came down with a new girlfriend who I think strongly dislikes me and did not at all enjoy the visit. It's all been so strange ( Read more... )

Today was my first day off for a week 1/2... so they called me at 9:00... grr.

all boys should spontaniously combust on the spot...

except jass because he is nice and smells good.

blasted.