well, in switching phones i ended up losing a LOT of important phone numbers

if you care to ever hear from me again and haven't talked to me in a while, i advise you to call my cellphone (same # as always) and gimme your digits, gurl

well, things are kind of wierd right now. i hope everything works out well, but only god knows...

i wish i could protect people i love from bad things happening to them, but of course everyone does and nobody can.

things seemed to be getting closer to getting better. now several steps backward...

so it goes.

its 4:23AM and i still can't sleep. i think i forgot my sleeping pills at home after trying really hard not to forget them. on top of lack of clonidine i just have a lot on my mind ( Read more... )

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well, i'm pretty much as unhappy as i usually am. insanely jealous of nick...while i have wanted almost NOTHING so bad as to travel to europe (at times it's been all i could think about) for the past few years, he can just up and decide to take a two week trip over winter break. i'll be living alone from the 9th to the 23rd (not that he's around ( Read more... )

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right now NBC is showing the very merry muppet christmas movie or whatever its called. what happened to things like peanuts thanksgiving and SNL thanksgiving specials and such? is all the thanksgiving stuff pre-noon, and after that it jumps ahead a month?

you would not believe how hard it is to find a store that sells bongs that's open before 12 on a sunday. i got my paycheck last night so i wanted to treat myself to the beautiful glass bong i've never had. first i went to two waterbeds stores, then underground, then import house, then i saw puff n stuff was open so i went in there. always tell them ( Read more... )

i haven't really told anyone but brendan about this, but you guys are all in for something of a surprise. the looks on your faces will likely be priceless...

just time for a little change.

well well well....eventful weekend for almost everyone, it seems. odd to say the least.

everything is changing, from the looks of it.

if only we could all tell how it would end up. but it's probably better not to know, anyway.

i want a drink or two. or seventeen. hopefully i'll be getting a bottle of sake today, or failing that some wine.