i wish i was better about calling people. i always forget to, and then i feel like an asshole. but i hate making phone calls, and above all else i hate making calls to people that end up not being home or getting an answering machine or something ( Read more... )

sometimes he acts like he's so much better than me...

tonight was enjoyable. got stoned and made soup and watched crouching tiger hidden dragon with my friend liz and a friend of hers. earlier hung out with brendan and her.

a good time was had by all. now off to the paper route...

a rather dull day all in all though. i can think of other things i'd prefer to do.

goddamnit....could she have been any more cold?

i just realized last night how little most people really know me. i open myself up to very, very few people, and when i do its only partially. sure, one person may know one or two private or personal things about me, but they usually don't know the whole of it or much of anything else about me ( Read more... )

i'd like some books to read. if someone has something they want to lend me, i will give it an honest try to see if i like it or not.

i'd especially like to read winnie the pooh or the house at pooh corner if anyone has those....

no inserts in my papers today, only 166 papers on the route, and fucking light light papers at that. and they were in on time at 2:30....i finished the route with an hour and a half to spare. now i've smoked some hash oil and taken my sleeping pills, and i can relax and listen to some music or maybe watch tv before i go to bed. thats the beauty of ( Read more... )

its amazing how things change. today is far, far different from yesterday. yesterday was out of the ordinary, too. every day i can remember was unusual one way or another. perhaps i just need to open my eyes to the fact that nearly nothing is predictable ( Read more... )

sometimes i just don't even know why i try

i hate hand washing clothing. it takes them so much longer to dry if you hand wash clothes, even if you put the clothes in the drier. i'm waiting on a single pair of pants and a shirt...gah ( Read more... )