so my sister just sneezed and then immediately shouted, "EW!"

i am cracking up.

all i need are the simple things. lol

it's like this voice in my head ... i cant hear it but i can feel it inside of me, begging me to run away. BEGGING. pushing me, yearning, driving me, screaming at me to run away. dying for me to run away.

but i'm not going anywhere.

i never seem to get any damn where.

epic fail at staying away from him ( Read more... )

so it seemed like everything was going really positively, right? well it almost goes without saying that they wound up getting FUCKED UP ( Read more... )

For all intents and purposes the past three days could have been worse. For what it's worth I'm feeling merely tired. No guilt, no stress, no aggravation. And we're actually still together and have been smiling. I have to restart my computer now so that sims3 will work again.

OK so theres some shit on the travel channel right now about the most interesting mcdonalds around the world...... fucked up lol ( Read more... )

well that went ok ( Read more... )

well i dont know exactly what to do but one thing is for sure....... i dont want to go to sleep yet. so i guess ill just let my cuz crash in my bed again and go downstairs and watch tv down there for the rest of the night... yea i will prob just stay up all night. hopefully some good shit will be on.

i CAN be single. i WILL be free. i REFUSE to get back together with him. refuse. i can do this. i will not be bullied around just because HE is selfish and insecure. i will not be spoken to like a conniving whore or like a child. i will not be treated like a slut and pretend that it is love. i do not love him. i can do this......... ughhhh i wish i ( Read more... )

it's strange. this is definitely a victory for me but the taste in my mouth is still sour. maybe it's just the fact that i'm high as hell and it was too easy. but that was the point. it was just another attempt at a trick on his part to try and get me to stay with him. the whole 'act like it wont make a difference without her and she'll change her ( Read more... )