Personal, and yes public because I had to get it out.

Sep 26, 2006 02:26

I am very confused at the moment. Perhaps it is the sake talking >:/..but I only was forcedhad a little bit.

I...I don't know what I'm feeling. See, it is hard for me to understand any feeling or emotion except for hate. So I'm feeling very conflicted about a lot of things and people. Stuff is changing and I have no way of controlling. I hate ( Read more... )

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golf_swing September 26 2006, 10:14:03 UTC
Sake? Yuck.

Don't try to think on it when you're drinking, it makes everything fuzzy. I am confused though - are you doing this for Tohru or because you think you no longer hate Yuki?

Also - are you in a pink bathtub in your icon?

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 03:13:11 UTC
Well now that things are more clear to me, I think it was for both of them.

No I am not in a pink bathtub!! It is just me turning back to my human form along with Yuki and Shigure so the pink smoke might be from them. As far as I know my turning back smoke is white.

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nezumi_kun September 26 2006, 13:58:05 UTC
Who forced you to drink sake? You're underage Kyo, that's not something you should be doing.

And about things being weird between the three of us...anyone would be totally weirded out and confused after reading the story that Kawamura-san wrote. You shouldn't think about it too much, it will just cause problems.

And if you don't hate me...maybe that's not the worst thing. Not to push it or anything, but maybe we'll be friends at the end of this, hehe, not that I'm holding my breath or anything, but...it wouldn't be the end of the world if we were friends.

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 03:14:42 UTC
Who do you think forced me to drink it? He threatened me with leeks -_-

Yuki... I wrote this BEFORE I read it so that just made it worse.

No.....I guess not........I don't know. I still want to beat you though.

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nezumi_kun September 27 2006, 04:25:51 UTC
But why, Kyo? I just don't know why you feel like you have to beat me. Can you just tell me why, did I do something to you that I wasn't aware of? Just tell me, okay?

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 04:41:25 UTC
I guess it's just something that was imprinted in my soul even before I was born. It's not you. Even though I still find you annoying sometimes!

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tohruno_onigiri September 26 2006, 16:50:39 UTC
Kyo-kun....are you okay???? Where are you??? *flail* D: D: D:

It...it does feel weird...I--

And...you're fighting him because you have to beat him, don't you? ...because of Akito-san? D:

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 03:15:20 UTC
I'm fine now, you don't need to worry.

I always thought it was for myself.

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tohruno_onigiri September 27 2006, 04:36:00 UTC
Are you sure??? Do you need anything???

Akito-san told me...nevermind.

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 04:40:13 UTC
..What did Akito tell you?

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stfumalfoy September 26 2006, 22:55:53 UTC
You can hate someone and fight with them and get angry with them and lo like them too, you know. Which just makes things entirely more confusing.

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 03:16:15 UTC
Really? You sound like you speak from experience. I'm not one to go around asking for advice or anything HELP ME.

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stfumalfoy September 27 2006, 20:19:21 UTC
Er. As a matter of fact, I am speaking from experience. You should - well. Do you like fighting with him?

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ih8yuki September 27 2006, 22:45:19 UTC
Well I like fighting in general, but fighting him is a challenge. Maybe I do....

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leadpipeyankee September 28 2006, 16:41:02 UTC
Orange-top, I think you're worrying me. Not that I think you and Yuki should be fighting without weapons! I just didn't think you could produce such a thoughtful post.

Things have been getting bizzare ever since we came here... >.>

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ih8yuki September 29 2006, 03:03:39 UTC
Yeah I guess they have... I'm really not who people think I am!

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