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I shouldn't be so surprised at finding myself happy.
Really, this November is absolutely unprecedented. I have had so many good experiences, and have generally been enjoying an upswing in mood, all in a month that I'm normally plagued by. Maybe that doesn't make sense ( Read more... ) -
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"Kurt, what is that sound ( Read more... ) -
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I hate family. Is this why I'm stuck in this Hell? I deserve it, maybe, only maybe though. -
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I no longer concede to those unwilling to bargain with me, nor am I willing to endlessly compromise. It's strange having to unlearn the patterns you've convinced yourself to live within, trying to return to the instincts you so thoroughly banished ( Read more... ) -
"It's like my mind's been touched."
Things are happening, ever so slightly changing, and I'm quite happy about this. For the last week I've been fomenting a plan that, at this point in time, I'm still relatively uncomfortable talking about. However, I will say that exploring alternative paths rather than trying to force myself to do things the 'acceptable' way is, as ever, the best ( Read more... ) -
I never feel very introspective, these days.
Or, perhaps, I'm always feeling introspective but don't feel like trying to write about it. This week has been super uneventful. It has lacked any and all definition. After returning home from Bloomington wrecked, bruised and delirious but very happy, this week I have slept, done research, read a book of Pushkin's verse, modeled for an art class ( Read more... ) -
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Please just
go
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You've got to stop assuming that you know anything. -
I WANT TO GO DOWN IN CELLULOID HISTORY
It is becoming more and more obvious to me: No matter what I do I'm going to have trouble communicating with and connecting to other human beings for a good long while.
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"In the beginning, the universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry, and is generally considered to have been a bad move." - Douglas Adams ( Read more... )