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[seekingsvelte]

I need an honest opinion.
I worry that I've gotten so huge, but I'm also afraid that no one will be honest with me because they're afraid they'll send me off the deep end if they say, "Well... you could stand to lose a bit of weight."

Comments

[sleepless_x]

Pictures didn't work!

I think you look perfectly fine, like you're thin, but a healthy, sexy thin, you know?

[seekingsvelte]

Is it awful that my brain automatically translates "healthy" to "fat"?

My boyfriend wants me to be healthy and happy. Truth be told, I kind of want that for myself. So many years of destroying my body... But ed is safe territory for me, like a comfort blanket. I'm so torn so much of the time.

Anywho. Thanks for your comment!

[sleepless_x]

Naw, I hear "healthy" or even "sexy" and sometimes I just think "fat." I really understand that, an ED is hell, but it's all I really know, and I've used it to cope for so long.

[seekingsvelte]

It's scary to try and re-learn how to be 'normal'. One bad day throws me off course completely.

If I choose healthy and happy I'm afraid I will slip into obesity, my bmi is 19.7 and it hasn't been this high in forever.

[bathydemersal]

I don't feel comfortable making comments, "brutal" or not, about someone's body. I don't feel like it's positive in any way to fuel that kind of negative body image. You look fine. Don't worry about yourself.

[bitchorexic]

You're beautiful, and I think you look just perfect, honestly.

[bluueoyster]

you look awesome. and we have a tat in the exact same place.

[puccalove_70]

I think you look wonderful and perfect ♥