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[bathydemersal]

You know, even when I'm eating "normally", I'm still obsessing about food. I calculate calories of all the meals but shrug them off. I obsess over what I'm going to eat next even right after I've eaten. I think about food, recipes, cooking, and so forth, to in an insane degree. It makes me wonder that even if I am able to maintain healthy and

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[ashahtrash]

I'm like this too.

[esophag0r]

I do this exact same thing. I have piles of papers all ready and cut-up, in my kitchen for me to write down the weights of every little thing that I eat. It's ridiculous. I can't stop thinking about what I'm going to eat, what I have eaten, how many calories I've consumed, etc.

[bitchorexic]

Yep, I feel you.

[toolatetofight]

me exactly

i always just assume that its going to disappear one day. just like some sort of miracle when i'm married and a mother and grown up, i'll just be "fixed". it really scares me to think i'll deal with it the rest of my life so i guess i just try not to think about it. but in reality its been several years and i dont see any sign of improvement

[sanne47]

As someone who was doing "just fine" (infrequent weigh-ins, no diet whatsoever, healthy weight) until a few weeks ago... after a few months, I started to forget about calories. There was always the possibility that I COULD count calories, etc., (and I did, for the first several months), but I got over it.

And then I relapsed.