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I swear sometimes you're taking me for granted
I miss hippy this morning. I woke up smelling patchouli. I miss telling him to shut the fuck up and in response, being told to NO YOU shut the fuck up, and what not. I want him to be a friend in my life, here with me. I love his addiction to needing validation by a female. I will never want to be that female but I'd love to see him one day obtain that because god it's such a flaw but yet it makes him beautiful.
I loved how he came to visit and it was a bust, I felt sick and he immediately went to get me some peppermint tea from the store. Then when he came back I was puking my guts out and he didn't care. I would have died if half the people I know were around me while I was puking. I liked the fact that we could talk about our lack of body chemistry, instead of him acting like a selfish bitch and running away from me.
It took away a lot when we didn't end up going to the gathering or when he didn't call after he left...but still he puts a smile on my face.
FUCKING MOSQUITO BITES I LOATHE YOU.
My partner in crime, Robbie got hit by a truck the night before last while riding his bike home from work, thus he wasn't at work. He's ok, what's crazy is that I had a dream Tim got hit and I woke up and was thinking, I'll go to work this morning and Robbie will be like TIM GOT HIT and I'd be like I KNOW, I know you don't believe that I know but I knew blahhhhh but it was Robbie, crazy, oh yeah.
It sucks when more chicks hit on you then guys, this is getting old. Do I look like a lesbian? Do I put off a lesbian vibe? Tell me please...
So the next adventure in my life is the acoustic guitar, when I get money $$ I'm going to buy one and start singing and playing. I'm gonna start looking for a new job maybe at the coffee shop opening around the corner.
I've already started reading more which is good. I'm currently learning more about the native american culture BUT this weekend I'm skipping out on the pow-wow. It's a movie lay around weekend and painting and planting. Also on Sunday I'm debating going vegan again.
Chuckie, get your ass over here, but no touching.
I miss hippy this morning. I woke up smelling patchouli. I miss telling him to shut the fuck up and in response, being told to NO YOU shut the fuck up, and what not. I want him to be a friend in my life, here with me. I love his addiction to needing validation by a female. I will never want to be that female but I'd love to see him one day obtain that because god it's such a flaw but yet it makes him beautiful.
I loved how he came to visit and it was a bust, I felt sick and he immediately went to get me some peppermint tea from the store. Then when he came back I was puking my guts out and he didn't care. I would have died if half the people I know were around me while I was puking. I liked the fact that we could talk about our lack of body chemistry, instead of him acting like a selfish bitch and running away from me.
It took away a lot when we didn't end up going to the gathering or when he didn't call after he left...but still he puts a smile on my face.
FUCKING MOSQUITO BITES I LOATHE YOU.
My partner in crime, Robbie got hit by a truck the night before last while riding his bike home from work, thus he wasn't at work. He's ok, what's crazy is that I had a dream Tim got hit and I woke up and was thinking, I'll go to work this morning and Robbie will be like TIM GOT HIT and I'd be like I KNOW, I know you don't believe that I know but I knew blahhhhh but it was Robbie, crazy, oh yeah.
It sucks when more chicks hit on you then guys, this is getting old. Do I look like a lesbian? Do I put off a lesbian vibe? Tell me please...
So the next adventure in my life is the acoustic guitar, when I get money $$ I'm going to buy one and start singing and playing. I'm gonna start looking for a new job maybe at the coffee shop opening around the corner.
I've already started reading more which is good. I'm currently learning more about the native american culture BUT this weekend I'm skipping out on the pow-wow. It's a movie lay around weekend and painting and planting. Also on Sunday I'm debating going vegan again.
Chuckie, get your ass over here, but no touching.