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[ihate_usernames]

life is really confusing. ever notice that? well im in this strange state again. its not as big as it was before but i keep trying to remind myself about that cool feeling i had when i didn't give a shit. it really helps me to relax though. its like when i need to meditate or whatever, i just think "it doesn't matter, nothing in the world ever

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[emilyisuberrad]

lauren, you act like you're going to be ten thousand years away from us. we arent just going to die away after high school. you act like we are all just going to fall off the face of the earth. thats not my case at least. i plan on staying right here. this isnt some fucking death story or something.

[ihate_usernames]

yeah, thats true. thanks for helping me realize that. i guess we will definitely keep in contact and stuff.

[emilyisuberrad]

where do you even plan on going to school. mother fucking germany or something??

[ihate_usernames]

dude, i was in a strange mood.... who knows WHAT the hell i was thinking....

[propmonkeyodoom]

Lauren, what are you on?

i ask this but then realize that yeah, i've been thinking all that shit too. (not the will i be liked part in college? cuz who doesnt like dori? yeah, dont answer that.) but the what will my life be like? sex, drugs and rock & roll? ha ha. i do want to be one of those dudes who's like I <3 my job. .:.side note.:. Rebekkah from UL came to speak to acting II today.. i decided that i want to be her.

(unless you're one of those extremely rare old people, who sky dive when they're like 70 or something) THATS ME DUDE!

im gonna go kill that mother-fucker andi now. =)

[hampsterface]

I know what your saying lauren. I guess that why I've been sort of rebelling when it comes to my future being planned out for me by my parents "do the SAT, do the ACT , apply here, apply there, you can have a career as this ect..." We almost have no choice but to keep on moving

[ihate_usernames]

true dat true dat