The world would be no different if I disappeared.

[ihatemetallica]

I'll never understand people. I've done nothing to deserve being treated badly but everyone keeps shitting on me. For instance: my best friend decided yesterday afternoon to be a shithead toward me for no reason at all. I literally woke up to texts from her asking how I was and later that night she was acting like I'm a total scumbag. Now I guess we're not talking at all. Which sucks extra hard because that was the one person in the world that I felt like I could talk to about anything at any time. Sometimes I'm an emo-fag and want to talk to someone that will make me feel better without really trying or them acting like it's some huge burden. Someone that makes me feel like someone else might care about what happens to me. I don't think I have that anymore.

I'm not sure how much longer I can handle.. Anything. I've been so fucking lonely / upset these past few days and now that I officially have nobody to talk to about real shit, I don't know what to do. Nobody should ever have to feel like this.

I'm glad nobody reads this anymore.