Comments | ihatemylife666: Pretender

ihatemylife666

Pretender

Feb 03, 2005 07:16

I hate being a pretender. I have to pretend to be happy when I really feel ike shit. I feel like I have to wear masks everday. I have to act different around people our they will get suspicious. I wish I could just act myself for once, the way I really feel. Sometimes I don't know wether to act the way I want to or act the way other people want me ( Read more... )

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wastedmetalfly9 February 4 2005, 03:31:28 UTC

Its amazing how similar we feel. Do we act this (wearing masks) when we talk to eachother? At first i was like that. I could never be my true self for fear of rejection. BUt now i realize that my mask has become as much a part of me as the reason why i wear it in the first place. Do you maybe think that this is what has become of you? You feel this way inside but act differently on the outside. Maybe it is just YOU that doesnt wear your emotions right out on your sleeve. Its no longer a mask. MAybe it was at first but now it has become who you really are. I think that what has happened to me.